ma_shelll

Wed, 10 Sep 2008 06:12:21 GMT

any good book suggestions?

i need to read in the spare time i don't have.

Wed, 30 Jul 2008 18:26:44 GMT

we've spent the last coule days in this hotel whose elevator smells like sunscreen and cigarettes.
i pray that tomorrow we get to move into our new house.

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 22:22:25 GMT

my sidekick broke :(

good news: they'll be able to fix it or send me a new one if they can't
bad news: that's how i get on the internet most of the time so i probably won't be too active on here until i get my sidekick back

miss youuu el-jay

Sat, 13 Oct 2007 18:30:57 GMT

nothing too interesting going on with me.

tell me something interesting about you.

Thu, 04 Oct 2007 20:00:29 GMT

what's that one program you can download to get you iTunes off of an iPod?

i lost my iTunes.

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 02:02:18 GMT

eveyone's been bugging me lately!

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 04:42:19 GMT

scanned.

i've been having really wierd feelings lately. and i don't get what's happening between me and a few people.

i'm getting the hang of my classes and teachers for the most part. pretty much all except for math.
Sadie's is next week. the theme is "welcome to the jungle"
yay for going with a group of friends, and cheetah leggings, and being too shy to have the courage to ask any guy to the dance, like i know any anyways.

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 06:38:20 GMT

i love the sky after it rains

haven't really updated in a little while
there's so much going on in my mind and in my life
and i really wish i could talk to some people about it,
it's just that i don't think they'd understand everything
i hate it being like this

tomorrow i have to go pick up my books and my "unofficial" schedual.
whoop-y school! ...?

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 05:50:59 GMT

so instead of m trip to greece
i am going to save up for a really nice camera
i probably only $100 more,
but with the way i've been spending my money i don't know about that

oh and i'm not sure what kind i want
what do you suggest? (let me know prices too please)

oh, and job hunting the last few days has pretty much completely FAILED.

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 13:25:07 GMT

next summer my photo teacher is setting up a photo trip to Greece for 15 of his current and past students and i wanted to go really bad. i told myself i would save all of the money myself and all i needed from my parents was their approval. i was kinda procrastinating on asking them for their final decision, and so yesterday i had to ask because today the price goes up, so i asked. we talked about it and for a bunch of reasons we decided it'd be best for me to not go. as dumb as that sounds because it would be an awesome experience, i understand. it's just kind of a bummer cus i was so excited about the thrill of rasing the money for what was going to be the best trip of my life so far. but now Greece will be on my list of places i want to travel to, along with Spain, Australia, and France.

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 04:06:50 GMT

- i'm sunburnt
- i love green tea
- my aunt gave me a coach purse for my birthday
- i've made tons of jewlery in the past week
- i'm getting a sore throut
- tomorrow i'm going job hunting
- and best of all, i've been spending tons of time with my family lately and don't mind it one bit

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 09:20:54 GMT

Wed, 16 May 2007 23:11:33 GMT

i'm so stressed
we've still learning in all of my classes
it doesn't feel like school's almost over at all
my biology teacher isn't giving us a review packet
i have to take my pre-calc final TOMORROW
i have a julius caeser unit test on friday
then the rest of my finals on tues. and wed.

but thenn
schools out
24th=mah birthday. i have to go to graduation
25th=partayy

Mon, 14 May 2007 04:49:10 GMT

if you lie you don't deserve to have friends.

Fri, 11 May 2007 22:21:17 GMT

wow, some people are pathetic
nice job crying to get sympathy

i'm glad i have the amazing friends that i do
and i love them all

Mon, 07 May 2007 18:55:00 GMT

i just found out
that my friend,
or rather old friend,
has been diagnosed with cancer.
pray for her.

=]]]

Mon, 07 May 2007 06:59:18 GMT

i love life.
things have gotten so much better for me
a lot have things have changed,
for the better, but a couple people don't agree.

i'm so excited for my birthday!
gonna get my license soon. =]

on tv they just played the same commercial twice...

Sun, 29 Apr 2007 07:03:07 GMT

hahah funnnnn =]]

bahaha =]

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 01:02:48 GMT

i'm so tired of everything!
i hate this week
virginia tech.
bomb threats everywhere
a kid at my school who made a hitlist
threats to elemetary school
a neglected baby who died at just 4 pounds
pot heads will be blazing up tomorrow

i just want the month of april to be over.

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 22:50:47 GMT

i've been trying so hard to be happier
and i think it's working
it feels good to be in a good mood
i've been nicer to other people too
i've learned to be nice to people who i care about and who care about me
and for the ones who don't,
i've just decided to be civil to them
i've learned not care how they treat me anymore
i have plenty of other people in my life who i can spend my time being happy with. =]

my 16th birthday is just a little over a month away.

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 19:37:05 GMT

one piccy from last night =]]]]

i still have pictures i need to upload from my camera to my computer from a million years ago. yay for huge memory cards.

motherly love?

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 02:19:18 GMT

i have an appointment set up to go have a meeting with a dr. and my "mom" on april 9th.
i don't know if i'll be mentally ready to confront her after not speaking to her since january.

since the beginning of last summer she has her boyfriend living in our house
and has been staying there ever since
except for about 2 months when i found out he was in jail.
ever since he moved in i got a bad vibe from him and never got along with him
he was embarrassing loud, and basically trailer trash/red-neck/dumbshit.

in january i had to call my dad one night when i got in a huge argument with him and my mom.
she had always favored him and let him yell and be an ass to me. my brother got along just fine with him and didn't have a problem with the criminal because they were both boys and got along playing sports.
this night was a disaster, i got so hurt and the next day my dad had me gather my things and picked me up to get away from them.
he made an appointment with the dr. (court appointed counselor) who i explained what has been going on over the last few months and who decided that i needed to be taken out of that house and environment.
the dr. wrote in the court decree that to start seeing my mom an appointment would have to be set up where i would meet with her and the doctor to work things out (april 9th). after this appointment i would be able to see her if we went out to dinner or to the mall but her boyfriend would not be able to be present or anywhere near me.

ever since i have been living at my dad's house i have become closer to my family then i ever have, my grades have gotten better, and i'm just happier. i have honestly not missed my mom, in fact when i see her i get sick to my stomach.

i don't know what i'm gonna do.

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 06:19:36 GMT

i posted that picture of mine that got in the art show on my profile =]

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 00:24:10 GMT

I'm tired of these clouds,
I want sun.

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 00:06:58 GMT

i'm going through alot of changes.